In his diary after the battle of Antietam Private Julius Rabardy wrote:
The air is full of explosions and the smell of brimstone, missiles of all kinds strike the trees and dead branches fall among the wounded. I was shot through the right thigh. A poor fellow with uplifted arm begs for water. The arm is shot off and the man speaks no more. A Confederate lies in front of me with a horrible wound. It is Hell. I close my eyes. It is probably from loss of blood, sick at the sight of such carnage. I became unconscious. When I recovered all is quiet.
The regimental surgeon amputated his leg later that day. He was not yet 30 years old and it would seem his best years were now behind him …





